Living Well

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A colorful diagram showing various life activities and interests such as volunteering, sleep, hobbies, support groups, family, learning, pets, exercise, sex, career, art, golf, epilepsy community, travel, and love, represented by bubbles of different sizes and colors.

There are so many things that go into living well… Living with epilepsy can make life unpredictable, isolating, and frustrating. Prioritizing living well practices is something your neurologist would prescribe if they could. If you have any living well comments or ideas, please reach out to me directly at: kelly@suddenblackout.com

How to Tell Others You Have Epilepsy

By Marc Starnes

Telling people about your epilepsy -- family, friends, dates, coworkers -- almost always pays off in the long run. Ideally, wait until you can talk about it with confidence. Sometimes that's not possible, and that's okay too.

If someone pulls away from you because of your health, you just learned something valuable: they're not who you want in your life long-term anyway. The world is full of other more accepting people.

One honest caveat: in some situations, such as employment or legal issues, the timing of your disclosure matters. Use your judgment on when, not whether.

Below are my four levels for telling others about your epilepsy. Start with level one, and if the person shows interest in learning more, move to the next level, and so on. Adjust the levels to fit your circumstances.

The Four Levels

of Sharing

The Epilepsy Anxiety Cycle

The Stress/

Seizure Cycle

If you live with epilepsy, this circle probably looks familiar. It's the anxiety/stress cycle, and it's one of the cruelest catch-22s of this condition: stress and anxiety are known seizure triggers, and nothing generates stress and anxiety quite like worrying about having a seizure.

Here's how it works. Anxiety builds — maybe from work, life, or nothing in particular. That anxiety feeds the fear of having a seizure, because you know stress can set one off. That fear generates even more anxiety, which deepens the fear, which raises the anxiety again. Around and around it goes, each loop tightening the last. You're not imagining it, and you're not weak for being caught in it. The cycle is real, it's well-documented, and it's exhausting.

The worst part? Nobody hands you this diagram at diagnosis. You're told to "manage your stress" as if that's a simple to-do list item — while living with a condition that manufactures stress on its own. Breaking the cycle usually means interrupting it somewhere along the loop: therapy, medication adjustments, honest conversations with your care team, or simply naming what's happening so it loses some of its power. You can't white-knuckle your way out of a feedback loop. But you can learn where to cut into it.

One design note before you publish: the graphic currently shows "Fear of Having a Seizure" in two circles. If that's intentional (the fear compounds twice per loop), it works — but if it's a duplicate, you might swap one for something like "Stress Increases" or "Seizure Risk Rises" so each stage of the cycle is distinct. Want me to adjust the copy either way?

Depression

People with epilepsy face a 2 to 3 times higher risk of developing depression compared to the general population, with active depression affecting roughly 20% to 30% of individuals, and clinical or drug-resistant cases seeing rates climb as high as 30% to 50%.

We’ll talk about it, find out why it’s not talked about more, what could be causing it, and how we can fix it.

Epilepsy and Isolation

Isolation

Epilepsy and isolation go hand in hand, whether you’re around people or not, and almost nobody warns you about that part.

The seizures get all the attention. The loneliness gets none. But ask anyone living with this condition, and they'll tell you: the isolation can be as heavy as the diagnosis itself.

Some of it is practical. Lose your driver's license, and you lose spontaneity — no more "I'll just swing by." You're suddenly dependent on rides, transit schedules, and other people's availability, and every social invitation comes with logistics attached. Some of it is protective. Crowded rooms, flashing lights, late nights, alcohol, missed sleep — the very ingredients of a social life can double as trigger warnings. So you start declining. Not because you don't want to go, but because the math of going feels risky. And after enough no's, people quietly stop asking.

And some of it is fear — on both sides. The fear of seizing in public, in front of coworkers, on a date, at your kid's school event. The fear of becoming the story people tell afterward. Meanwhile, friends and family, unsure what to do or say, sometimes pull back too. Not out of cruelty, but out of awkwardness. The result is the same: a slow shrinking of your world that nobody chose on purpose and nobody names out loud.

Here's the truth: isolation isn't a character flaw, and it isn't inevitable. It's a predictable side effect of a condition that society still doesn't know how to talk about. Connection — with people who actually get it — is one of the most protective things you can build. That's a big part of why this community exists. You don't have to explain yourself here. Pull up a chair.